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The Neon Demon
Self-seving
Zeitgeist
Good ideas
They don’t stand on their own. Context is the only thing that gives them legs. A good idea in theory is only smoke.
Seth
I might give this up
If someone acts like they don’t care
$
Love me
Meditation nonsense
Art
Q
Growing up
I'm Harrison Ford in Indiana Jones
I'm Danny Glover in Lethal Weapon
Broken bubble
I always took the theatre of world events with a grain of salt. I don’t know what has changed, maybe the pandemic made me realize that I too was a part of that theatre. Maybe it’s just my white privilege bubble finally bursting. I’ve never felt more sorrow for humanity than in the last 12 months. So much carelessness and hate, so much disregard for one another.
A year ago today
Hashtag Blessed
Everything TV
Self self help
Frosted Flakes
Say what you want
Nye 2020
Phonies
2021
Twitter is
New theory on making music
NYE Resolutions
Merry Christmas
Christmas Vacation
Wrapping gifts is easy
Sometimes I see
A play
I don’t know how long I can keep this brain garbage up for
Artists that feel they have something to say
All work and no play...
How can things move so fast
Twitter tests 'humanization prompts'
There's nothing more satisfying
blood is thicker than water
It's a virtual Christmas get together
karma
Only in theatres?
Someone asked if I was bored the other day
Get out of the way
How do you start?
You can’t control your child
I think I like people more now
When we get out of here
This day is going pretty well
Ring a round the rosy
YOLO
The usefulness of dreams
The Gentlemen
Shakespeare in love
IKEA
I made a random metal band name generator
Because what else are we supposed to do while we're here.
http://random-metal.s3-website-us-west-2.amazonaws.com/
Then I found out someone already made one.
https://www.metalbandnamegenerator.com/
Not the tools you use
Options
In the moment
Phantom Menace
The Mandalorian
I’m going to keep staring at this screen
so it’s official pt. 2
A landmark year for new words
There are many paths
So it’s official
The illusion of safety
Leaving reality behind for a while
Here comes the sun
The spirit is fragile
I don’t know what the sound is that I’m looking for
On the brink of fascism
I just searched "what is happening in politics" and found this site, and although I had already read the first few articles. It's still startling to view them all in one place.
https://whatthefuckjusthappenedtoday.com/
The US is on the brink of a fascist coup. This is not an alarm bell, or an exaggeration. This will happen, if not stopped by their current legal systems.
As stated by the heading: "Read in moderation."
Remedy
Truth
There are some people
Kanye
At what point
Just imagine...
I choose death
Side-note big tech
No thanks big-tech
Time
the enemy of my enemy is my friend...
Fave Horror Movies No Order
Rosemary's Baby
Hereditary
It Follows
The Descent
The Ring
Drag Me to Hell
The Loved Ones
The Shining
1408
Ravenous
Donnie Darko (maybe not horror, but hey if Die Hard is considered a Christmas movie)
I might be missing some, I don't know.
Don't feed the trolls
VICE's guide to being a racist
Corona virus is on the rise in every swing state
The Void
NXIVM
The Comedy Store
Let's explain that last one a bit better
Full Circle
Like it enough
Watching a little TV for a change?
Not strange enough
Teen angst
Time out
real or not
Roland
remember that time
Superhero films vs Comedians
"They have blighted cinema, and also blighted culture to a degree". - Alan Moore on Superhero films
I don't completely disagree with this statement. I think an overemphasized trend in any direction can have a negative effect on culture. And superhero movies have had such a catch-all mass popularity effect on culture. Sometimes I miss watching a movie and being surprised, it is so rare now to see auteurs that stand out. Everyone is looking to be a cog in the MCU or Star Wars Universe. And many of these films are great rides. But to actually be confronted or challenged about how we process the extreme situations we currently live in has become more and more rare, especially in film. That challenge now seems to be left mostly to the comedians, Bill Burr, Dave Chappelle, Tom Segura, Eric Andre, Michael Che and others. They are the only ones achieving this with an artistic method, and by that I mean to the point where they dare you to see things from their perspective. Comedians are the only ones confronting dangerous topics without fear and convincing you to look deeper at situations you may have already casted judgement on. Popular film and television no longer attempt this.
I'm ready to build my empire
This is a filler post
passwords
Is Trump in anyone else’s dreams?
New Band name
How to make art
Confidence is key
When it’s time to sell a broken world.
The news
Parental priorities
Safety and happiness of your child.
Sleep.
Schadenfreude
The Unbreakable Ted Lasso
Going to have to recalibrate soon...
When you’re Mickey Rourke
I tried to watch a bit of the debate
No one
When I get in a lyric writing mood
Wake up
pathetic
Utopia
A murder of crows
When you can’t sleep
Stop saying you’re here for it
Schitts Creek
What’s a sleep goal?
Right answer, no reason
Filling a void
Somewhere between an immortal Jellyfish and a Unicorn
Top 5
Although I’m only a casual hip-hop listener, here’s my top 5 in no order:
Killer Mike
Guru
Jay-Z
Eminem
Andre3000
The meaner we get
I Like this job, I like it!
Before and after
A Student Again
Does anyone remember that band LMFAO?
New mantra
ignore everything
To be something.
I used to be very interested in Scientology
The TV talks down to you
Think about it
Everybody wants to rule the world
If you're not taking it all too bad
Cancel culture
NYE
Crazy Genius
One foot out the window
What I miss most about pre-covid
When you’re too busy
When you’re too busy
Thanks big tech
the agreement
The deadline
True facts
Everything is a hoax
Super Castlevania IV
Spinning Bird Kick
Watching High Score on Netflix, realizing how long it took for character choice to be implemented into video games in a main-stream way, here are a few of my characters of choice:
Street Fighter II: I started out with Chun-Li, moved to Guile, then it's been Ryu ever since.
Mortal Kombat: Began with Sub-Zero and eventually moved to Scorpion.
Mario Kart: I started with Toad, and eventually landed on Yoshi.
kid dracula
neutron dance
Garfield was a jerk
the pinnacle of popular culture
news radio
The Strokes are the Beatles of my generation
Why we are here
Paper
RvB
Self-reliance
A word of advice
Camping
Gwen Stefani
Step aside
Revisiting Radiohead’s King of Limbs
Prehistoric Creatures
What’s yer poison?
conundrum
Laughter of the dead
it's better not to ask
I forgot about this record
Had a dream last night I was at a music festival
Put the lotion in the basket
Boxes, man.
There’s a lot of light coming through that tunnel
the plan pt. 2
the plan
I am going to release a new song every six-weeks.
The reasoning behind this:
1. I wait too long to put stuff out and then regret not releasing earlier.
2. How much better is a recording if sat on for many many years? How much better was that tenth mix? So many of the best records were put together in a short period of time. London Calling was recorded in two weeks (apparently). And some of the most mediocre records took way too long, see Chinese Democracy.
3. It will force me to be less precious.
4. It will force me to try new things. Experimentation and tinkering is the way to propel ourselves and society forward, see NN Taleb or Seth Godin for more my inspiration on this.
5. The six weeks timeline I got from that Basecamp dude who hates meetings, in his opinion one month is too short for small but substantial projects and multiple months is too long. Six weeks seems to be the sweet spot. It makes sense musically too. No time to wait for inspiration, before getting into the studio. Get into the studio and then be inspired. It also allows enough time to schedule with other players if needed and allows for ample time to play with mixes if song structure and recording is done within a month.
6. Announcing it here will hold me accountable and just as this blog has helped me write and expose my ideas to others often, this will hopefully help me do the same.
7. Making music is the best.
8. Wish me luck.
9. Stay tuned. blankcinema.com
Anyone Said this yet?
Contrarians
Focus
Compound effects
Tony Clifton
Music
Art
Pop
Send bitcoin
Heroes
flying
Adulthood
Luddite
highlight
Material girl
Not ripe yet
Reintroduced to society
Expectations
Me...the rest of the world
freedom
shadows
entrenched
Monsters
Dumb metaphors
Bpm
Fight Club
The one movie and book that had the biggest impact on my life was Fight Club. It not only shaped many of my beliefs about society, but even had an impact on some of my friendships as I was growing up, for better or worse.
It did not introduce me to a lot of concepts or ideas that I had never considered, but more that it presented those concepts as a game to be played and as real life with consequences simultaneously. Because of this it was incredibly dark/sad as well as funny/inspiring. It was fun to make-believe that you were going to start a revolution to overturn consumerist culture and globalist apathy, and it was also scary the more you pushed those concepts.
Over 20 years later, it feels incredibly relevant now.
"Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned."
"Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart."
Pitchfork
Complicated Cinematic Universe Timelines
Dragged
The space you inhabit pt.2
Eleven
Do shows like the X-Files still exist and I’m just not paying attention? Or was that a one-time awesome concept that no one has been able to recreate. I guess Stranger Things is pretty close, never mind.
Istanbul
Just Don't Look
Hey, Springfield! Are you suffering from the heartbreak of monster-itis? Then take a tip from Mr. Paul Anka!
Paul Anka:
To stop those monsters, one-two-three
Here's a fresh new way that's trouble-free
It's got Paul Anka's guarantee
Lisa:
Guarantee void in Tennessee
Paul Anka and Lisa:
Just don't look! Just don't look! (x2)
Jet
Order of things
So 90’s
Another one in the can
Why? pt. 2
All In
Love is all you need
Why?
Voltron
...
I’ll just be quiet for now
Public Shaming
I don't know how to help
News cycle
Head in the sand
Straight
Reset
Spectacle
More than semantics
How I know I’ve lost my edge
Paradigm Lost
“Change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change.” - Tony Robbins.
I'm thinking of this quote and how it relates to change not on a personal level, but on mass scale, revolutions. The pain of what is and the pain of what was is no longer acceptable. It's messy to change and it's only going to get messier, but hopefully change is seen through until the end, until the current status quo becomes alien. A paradigm shift.
I got a machinehead mantra
Unconscionable
Potato potato pt.2
Comedy
Level ground
Born this way pt. 2
Ill Communication
Born this way
Potato potato
A wise man once told me
tokens
Get this party started
Zen and the art of the basketball
Unfollow
Be my little baby
Masterclass
Dear world,
World: Let us get back to you on that.
I drink it up!
Hindsight
Facetok
Couples retreat
Bottleneck
Sliders
Crickets
Useless
Another day at the office
Stoicism
We see you
Groan
Click
a beautiful mess
My son is failing incredibly lately while talking and it's making me happy. Not because he's falling back on his development, he's not. But because he's extending himself much farther. No longer is he putting two or three words together simply and succinctly to get his wants across. He's aiming for full sentences with descriptive words, and colloquial additions, he's telling a story and he's just bulldozing through all of it while picking up a few extra syllables here and there and dropping a few others on the way, and half the time I have no idea what he's saying.
no holds barred
Party lines
Rip
Because we care
Darwin
He's not wrong
Stockholm Syndrome
Irony is a circle
Metalocalypse
Perspectives
Celebrities are angels
It’s a 2 party system, you have to vote for one of us
I Failed the Test
Be ice cream, or be nothing.
Flat Earth Tonight
Overheard during quarantine
El-lee-otttttt
Maze runner
Rosie
Loser.
The plot of Snow White makes no sense
bran garbage
You, me and Dupree
Puzzles and TV
6.2
Practice
How’s that working out for you...being clever?
House Arrest
I have nothing to talk about because I’ve been inside working and discussing TV shows and social media all day. I have to replenish the well. Time to go see a concert or go to an art gallery. Haha. We’re all going to die.
There’s a great JG Ballard short story where two volunteers have decided to participate in an experiment to remove their ability to sleep. They start noticing that the room is becoming smaller and smaller until, in their minds, the room and then are squashed into a singularity and the one supervising the experiment watches them suddenly become vegetables.
That’s how I’m starting to feel right now...I’m too pretty for jail-time.
Strange days
A summary of every Thomas the Tank Engine Episode
Standby
flight patterns
Hashtagfamouspeople
Huh?
Strangers
now or never
Creature Feature
Relief
Acca-scuse-me?!
surreal
chill
There is an idea that says if you work really hard and focus on your goals, good things will happen for you.
I'd like to rephrase this. Chill the eff out and do what interests you, share it with others, don't take any of it too seriously, chances are, no one's listening, no one cares, and we're all going to die soon anyways... Amen.
more nonsense
little miss sunshine
print it
Ozymandias
Xoxo
fear is indecision
black swan
A black swan is an unpredictable event that is beyond what is normally expected of a situation and has potentially severe consequences. Black swan events are characterized by their extreme rarity, their severe impact, and the widespread insistence they were obvious in hindsight. - Jim Chappelow - Investopedia
https://www.investopedia.com/terms/b/blackswan.asp
Black Swan and Anti-Fragile were two of my favourite books consumed last year. These are 2 of 5 books in Nassim Nicholas Taleb's Incerto series. I enjoyed Skin in the Game as well, but these two drove the message home for me. Now is a good a time as any to read them. You won't be going out much.
Walk
Wind
No Request Party
Personal oath
Giants pt. 2
Maybe I can say that a little more clevererer and a little more adage-y.
If you compare yourself to giants you’ll always lose. If you appreciate their company, they might let you stand on their shoulders.
Yeah...that was a good.
Giants
Let's keep it simple
hustle and flow quote
other people
You'ren't /jɔː(r)nt/
the future is twee
master of reality
The nightly news is poisonous to your mental health. Panic is induced instantly, when you hear about some viral outbreak, as your child coughs in the next room. It's not an outbreak, it's just being sick, it's not markets in free-fall, it's a good deal on stocks if you're smart enough to take advantage of it, he's not the next president, just some asshole with a few gaudy hotels. When we hyperbolize everything, we separate ourselves from reality, frame by frame, creating gods, demons, martyrs and sensation.
Infinite content
These crave ads are slowly wearing me down. If everyone shares their crave account and everyone shares their Netflix account and everyone shares their Spotify account and everyone shares their Prime account. I think we can get infinite content down to the price of water.
worlds
Denial
random
Some random one-liner brain garbage. I thought these were hilarious when I thought of them. Now ... meh. Also highlights the issue I have with Will Smith which no one else seems to comprehend, my horror when someone eats pizza with a knife and fork and how much I love the word twee, and dislike 'the future is...'
The world needs more will Smith. Wait....that doesn’t sound right.
Crime is always at the top of the crime chart in America.
If you are eating pizza with a fork, it’s either not very good pizza or you are bad at eating.
Plant based sausage party.
The future is twee.
Iain M Banks, you spell your name wrong.
Popup
Don’t try to surf, don’t do it. The less you do, the more you do. Let’s see you popup. Popup! That’s not it at all, do less, get down. Let’s see you do it again. Popup. No. Too slow. Do less. Popup. Popup. You’re doing too much get down. Popup. No. Remember don’t do anything. Get down. Popup. No, we’ll you gotta do more than that.
Kunu knows.
roasts
A roast only works if the person enjoys being roasted. If you aren't enjoying it, what are you doing? Also, it just makes the roaster look mean, and they're not, they're doing you a favour, providing you with a gift. Take it gracefully. Laugh at yourself, it takes a lot of courage to brutally mock someone to their face, respect it.
bus guy
The space you inhabit
the ? hour work ?
In the past I would try to not overwork, now I think it's a good thing, if you want to. If you want to overwork for a week, what's wrong with it? Just take it easy next week. I think sometimes we can pay too much attention to the clock. We don't have to work 9-5 everyday, every week. Let's work 9-9 for 6 days this week and then 10-2 1 day next week. Go with the flow dude.
Give the People What They Want, Even If They Don't Know It Yet
I have a new philosophical theory on art:
When a style/motif/mode is being craved by society, its initial appearances do not have to be great, perfect, polished, or of the highest quality, in fact this may be detrimental to its acceptance. Examples of this are the earliest forms or protozoa of different genres. Examples in movies: Some of the first horror film types in their respective genres; 'Night of the Living Dead', 'Texas Chainsaw Massacre', 'The Blair Witch Project'. Examples in music: the earliest of any genre or the earliest of different movements; 'Bob Dylan', 'The Velvet Underground', 'The Stooges', 'The Pixies', even early revivalists or 2nd waves of genres, 'The White Stripes', 'The Strokes'. The works here stand out by what they don't contain and what they solely focus on or omit. They didn't have to be good. They just gave the world what it was craving. I came up with this theory while listening to the title track on 'Is This It?' and thought "This didn't need to be good, it was just needed".
This also could be utter nonsense. I'm not sure.
Unfollow
A million in prizes
Gotta Wear Shades
Dream Factory
70 to 85
The highest rating on Rotten Tomatoes is not given to the best movies, it is given to the movies with the least amount of flaws. Controversy won't get you over 90% which makes sense, the rating should be read as 90% of people enjoy this. One reviewer didn't rate it at 90%, 90% of reviewers rated it positively. I am coming to terms with this. I'm starting to think the best films are rated between 70% and 85%. Not too many obvious flaws, but an enough character to be divisive.
Give me your eyes I need sunshine
2 out of 3 ain’t bad, but it ain’t awesome
the customer is always/maybe/sometimes/never
Causes
I wonder if when engineers, architects, or scientists win awards they use it as a platform for veganism or voting or abortion rights or climate change. It seems odd that this soapbox is only appropriate when you pretend for a living. I don't disagree with the causes, or the speeches. And fully support the sentiment. It just seems strange to me. Maybe it's because all causes need an icon to promote them, a path-dependence to side with. Those with fame now have to be political, the times demand it. Hollywood is now woke...on awards night anyway.
The Zuck
stay out of it
I don't like to talk politics too much. It generally doesn't make me happy to do so, because of this I try and avoid discussions. I think if anything the past few years of American politics has shown us what a farce the show truly is. Take it seriously and it will be bad for your health.
better than most
Frappucinos
Everything...
Idols
Mantra
This moment was made for you, by you.
Take a moment to enjoy it, always accept it, then ask yourself
"what am I trying to tell myself?"
The Choice of a New Generation
I think the battle of generations is primarily fought between 20-30 and 50-60. Maybe this is where the distance in the understanding of the world is concretely realized.
Maybe I never full joined the battle because familial generation party-line was divided across a few lines. My older brothers being born in the 70s myself being born in the 80s and having a niece born at the tail end of what is considered millennials on the cusp of Gen Z being raised in our home at the same time I was becoming a teenager.
A generational divide never made too much sense to me then, and it doesn't now.
The way we are currently judging what defines these generations is through how they most commonly consume media. If you can separate yourself from that, then you are free from those divides.
If you think the previous generation handed you a raw deal, and you live in the western world, you're probably wrong.
If you think kids have it easy these days, you're probably wrong too.
Give up the fight, every struggle is relative and individual, and most of them are not that different. The struggle to be heard, understood and to make a difference.
Ill Communication
Everything is communication.
Friday, it hit me with clarity that my current role was to make sure two machines were communicating with each other properly, that they understood each other. At first this made feel a bit inhuman, soulless. Then I realized that the purpose of these two machines talking to one another was that so a few people had the ability to communicate with many, many, more people. It was a chain, a person on one end, a string of machines, then another person on the other end. That is all we are doing, sending messages. The value of the message is everything.
Self Contained
Blindness
Oscars
Sweet report Kylo Ren.
Hey buddy, whaddaya say we get a couple beers, smoke some acid and rewrite a little history.
How long does it take to kill Al Pacino.
I don’t know, this is a war movie, it’ll probably win. Cuz not enough war movies have won Oscars.
Taxi Driver....but with a clown.
Biopic. Sad.
Biopic. Inspirational.
Wasn’t this nominated 20 years ago? Did it win then? It won’t now.
Popes.
Sweet divorce Kylo Ren.
Scarlett Johansson is in every movie now?
This seems like a Soderbergh film... is it?
Babes.
This reminds me of that movie from the 90s with Michael J Fox ... Greedy, only good. This looks awesome actually, I really want to see it. Subtitles though.
Game shows
Are we entering a new era of game shows?
Every night there's a new game show on TV. Are cable networks just throwing whatever they can at the wall to see what sticks? Live entertainment is now on your phone, on demand quality content is on Netflix, Crave and Prime, but where do you find the game shows? Cable. They're cheap, they're weekly. The last ditch effort of a dying medium.
The Masked Singer is awesome though.
Drugs and Literature
Watching The Basketball Diaries...DiCaprio was a great actor from the beginning. How many people are that good from the start? Again, maybe acting isn't that difficult. It doesn't matter, DiCaprio is amazing in this at 20, 21? Jim Carroll was a junkie, a poet, an author, and was in a band. So New York.
I'm not too interested in reading books like this anymore, after you've read some Burroughs, Welsh and Bukowski, you're like, okay, it's hard being effed up all the time, I get it. You feel like an insect...got it.
That being said I think Naked Lunch is a masterpiece and almost totally incoherent. One of those rare reads where not just the plot, not just the tone, not just the content, but the format in which it is presented is so unique that it stands alone. American Psycho is in this category too. Completely unique.
Spoilers
I watched Joker the other night and I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I think it was a good movie. Maybe. It had all the collective parts of a good movie, but something felt missing.
I could feel the influences coming at me almost every other shot Taxi Driver, King of Comedy, American Psycho. Maybe a little Requiem for a Dream here and there. There were many scenes that I thought were incredible. But I didn't quite get what this movie added to the Batman story or even to the culture as a whole.
The Joker's origin story has always been a bit hazy, mysterious, perhaps deliberately so. Maybe the problem I had was that it tried to nail that story down so clearly. Here is why the Joker is unstable, here is why the Joker is a villain, he is actually a sympathetic character with mental illness, who went off of his medication. Okay...I guess that makes sense. But part of what is likeable about the Joker, the most iconic villain of all time, is that he seems like he's having a good time doing terrible things, we only really start to feel that near the very end and by then, the tragedies that he has endured are still fresh in our minds. Jaoquin's performance was fantastic, most of the cinematography was great, I liked the music as well. I'm just not sure I liked the movie. Maybe I'm not supposed to.
The tone was soooo dark. But is that the end goal of a superhero movie, just more darkness to legitimize the content. Did it need to take place in the DC universe at all? The parts involving the Wayne family seemed tacked on. Did we need to see Bruce's parents get killed? Couldn't this just have been Taxi Driver: The Clown Version? Or a stand alone Joker origin story. I'm still wrestling with this. On technical points alone it's Certified Fresh, but on gut reaction, I'm not so sure. And I think gut has more weight on this scale.
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Pure Entropy
I wanted to keep it pure, everything pure. And yet nothing can be. Erosion is pure, rust is pure, decay is pure.